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Life twists you open and makes you give

But until when?

I've been feeling stupid and empty lately, like I can't keep pace, and that feeling of doom shadows my insides, making insecurity this foggy reality I can barely breathe in.

As though I am sprinting with all my worth, and that definitely, I will trip and fall and suffer tremendous agony.

That desperate desire to escape suddenly rears its horrible gorgeous head and roars. But I cannot go.